its a place where i can relax, cause studies are really BORING and its a sport where i feel like i belong. archery, especially when i go to hometeam, is just like going home. cause all my frens there really clicks, and we are just like one big family where everyone is frens with everyone. though in sch we may still have our own cliques, but everyone is generally frens with everyone. and that feeling is good :D

and i have made so many frens in archery, think if i didn't join archery, i would become some loner that has less than 10 frens LOL! judging from how i dun like to go out, so i doubt i will be able to make much frens, actually even right now, i can say that 90% of my close frens are from archery.

and in archery, it is a place where i can go crazy haha. to relax from sch and all. think its really the only place where i will go really crazy haha, no wonder my frens from archery always say that i am crazy :D i realised how differently i behave around my archery frens as compared to my non archery frens. i find that i am more, open and less guarded around them, cause there really is nothing to guard about LOL! even though we are competitors on the competition field, we still lend each other a helping hand when needed, and we are only really competitors when shooting, once we put down our bows to take a break or to go collect our arrows, we become friends again haha. that is a feeling that i dun get elsewhere. outside its a fend for urself kind of world.

i also realised that hometeam archery range is a place that i can spend the whole day at, and when i leave at the end of the day, i will be like whao time flies. not like in sch, the moment i step inside class, i will be like when is this going to end.... though slacking time with frens contributes to a very important aspect to that feeling of whao time flies, but still socialising is important :D hahaha if we dun socialise with each other we won't be able to build such good rapport, so enjoy each other's company and enjoy the sport as much :D

and cause i have been in this sport for so many years, i became a senior hahaha. people actually call me a senior LOL! thought jokingly, but still a senior is a senior :D haha the sense of belonging and need when people ask u for ur help, and the feeling u get when u actually accomplish it is great :D

luckily this is a sport where you can still continue to do even if you are like 50 or 60, though i may not be able to do it competively anymore, but still at least i won't be forced to quit the sport if i still love it.

but i am a person where the more u force me to do something the more i will hate it, so the less u force me the more i will like it haha