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well like i said got knocked-out! haha kinda sad, cause the first end i was doing so well, then the second end chui.... missed one arrow cause i forwarded, then from then on i gave up cause i knew cannot make it anymore... but neva mind , was not expecting much anyway...

then after i got k0, went to join the supporter's group! lol! went to support ryan, he was fighting for gold n silver ... he got silver but not bad! nice job in fact! then when i wanted to congratulate benson on getting bronze, cause he was stnading rite in front of me , so i just went congrats:D then he went who? then i was like blur for a while ... then i realised what he meant lol ! cause benson has a twin, so everytime i will make fun of him by calling him his brother's name.then he will be super pissed off, well not really pissed but those kind of play play one... so when he said who? i went u la ,benson.then he shook my hand ...then i went congrats henry! lol! then he squeezed my hand until so tight n refused to let go until i said congrats benson... hiah see la people wanna congrat him also so difficult.:D then went to pizza hut for lunch lol! i can neva get enuf of pizza hut:D then after lunch was team!

compete compete... n sp won gold!!!!! congratulations guys! the gold medal match was a thrilling one... haha then played around while waiting for the prize presentation... n poor wee yong, didn't eat lunch ... so he was like starving... then don wan go eat cause no one go with him... lol kept complaining thru-out ya n while i was playing around, i decided to be itchy fingers. n went to play with de rong's bow stand. i love that bow stand cause the opening of it is super cool, but first u have to go thru the dangerous part of closing it ... well i was playing with it fine , until after a few times, the thing kinda got stuck couldn't close liao.. so ryan , seeing how i was twisting it n twisting it ,but couldn't get it to close, he told me to just pull... so i pull lor, n suddenly the whole thing just closed, n the stupid thing kiap my finger in between wha lau! damn pain la ! cause that thing is metal , n it was quite tight... now my finger is still hurting ...nearly cried man... thats how pain it is. then after a while , prize presentation... clap clap yeah yeah .

well all i have to say is that i enjoyed myself today , even though i shot like crap!:D GO SP!

ps.: ryan stop calling my jish ok! n i said only if i think of that then i owe u mac, but i havent even think of it yet so i don owe u mac yet! n i am not going to give u a pda just to get rid of some pest lol! oh ya i wonder if ur shirt stinks after i wiped my stinking hand on it !:D lol

screwed my competition today! shot like shit! 6th place leh! wth! but actually kinda expected, didnt train so what to do... ah! crap... ya i know ryan , u can stop repeating that phrase of "see ! don wan to train la! ask u come train with me u say lazy! " haha i know la , got it k. btw wanna congrat ryan on getting 2nd! wheee!

tomorrow still got knock-out .... sian... this time it will really be like its name. knock-out , i am gonna get knocked-out. haha not being negative or anything.. but neva train la! gonna train n get my form n strength back! then i am gonna chiong.n trash everyone! wait for it !

whee going to sentosa tomorrow ! excited!

my goal for the hols: to swim at least 3 times a week! haha havent swam in like 4 years! finally gonna swim again

went back to school today! happy!!!! had training in the morn, so at first i thought that ahh cannot make it in time one la, by the time i reach there everyone go home already la... but i made it in time!!! hahaguess what everyone said when they first saw me, not cindy i miss you ! long time no see! nope , they saw me n went straight for my hair , n exclaimed cindy! ur hair grew longer already!!! lol! guess what! cat, hui quan n i all have the same water bottle! lol! when i saw cat's bottle i went eh! i also have, then hui quan went eh! i also have! then cat went eh! brenda also have ! haha! the 4 four of us have the same bottle, what chemistry lol...

this was the last pic of the day , then we all went for lunch ! ate n sat there for a long long time to chit chat n catch up! nice! sadly in this pic my eyes are closed, sianzzz...

can't wait to meet up again!!! the next meeting after the jc's promos... :D

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the horror! the horror! the horror of realising that someone u hate actually has a crush on u! my god!!! this sucks! well i just found out that he has a crush on me cause i happened to chance on it from somewhere... then i was like omg! i feeling like hiding in a far-a-way place till he dies or goes away lol! not so serious la, but then i really don like him! kinda hate him acually ... luckily i don have to see him often, maybe once in a while or when i decide to go for that thing... but nearly everyday, on msn! wth! whenever i chat with him, i will feel damn pissed ! n will be fuming mad when i finish my convo with him... but lucky thing is i may not be seeing him anymore next year... at least for the later half of the year... can't wait till then

spent my first day after the exams watching vids at home, n i am geting quite bored of it ... anyone wants to go out to watch movie??? or anything? i just wanna go out! hopefully i can get out of the house tomorrow, if some kind soul decides to ask me out haha!

pesta on sat, not looking forward to it at ALL! going screw it up big time, seeing how i neva pratice... but who cares. i am prepared to go there n throw my face away, n kick me out of the team if u wan , i don really care. in fact, i think i will be glad:D cause it means no more rigorous training , almost everyday... its kinda monotonous doing the same thing for 5 years! a freaking 5 years! i neva knew i could last that long, its a big achievement for me already! haha

well exams are over, n i screwed up econs real badly, really really hope i can pass the module, don care whether i fail the paper, just let me pass the module please!!!! i don wanna retake already! n dbms too!!!

looking forward to happier days!

p.s. i agree! that guys that specialises in something are hotter, especially if it is dancing!!! haha

My new fav song for the moment don stop me now by mcfly!

Tonight I'm gonna have myself a real good time
I feel alive-ve-vee
And the world is turnin' inside out - yeah
And floating around in ecstasy
So don't stop me now
Don't stop me'
Cause I'm having a good time having a good time
I'm a shooting star leaping through the skys
Like a tiger defying the laws of gravity
I'm a racing car passing by like Lady Godiva
I'm gonna go go go
There's no stopping me
I'm burnin' through the sky yeah
Two hundred degrees
That's why they call me Mister Fahrenheit
I'm trav'ling at the speed of light
I gonna make a supersonic man out of you
Don't stop me now
I'm having such a good time
I'm having a ball
Don't stop me now
If you wanna have a good time just give me a call
Don't stop me now'
Cause I'm having a good time
Don't stop me now
Yes I'm havin' a good time)
I don't want to stop at aI am a rocket ship on my way to Mars
On a collision course
I am a satellite, I'm out of controlI am a sex machine (danny of course!) ready to reload
Like an atom bomb about to
Oh oh oh oh oh explode
I'm burnin' through the sky yeah
Two hundred degrees
That's why they call me Mister Fahrenheit
I'm trav'ling at the speed of light
I wanna make a supersonic woman of you(Tom & Danny)
Don't stop me don't stop me
Don't stop me hey hey hey
Don't stop me don't stop me
Ooh ooh ooh, I like it
Don't stop me don't stop me
Have a good time good time
Don't stop me don't stop me ah
Oh yeahAlright(Tom & Danny)
Oh, I'm burnin' through the sky yeah
Two hundred degrees
That's why they call me Mister Fahrenheit
I'm trav'ling at the speed of light
I wanna make a supersonic man out of you(Tom & Danny)
Don't stop me now
I'm having such a good time
I'm having a ball
Don't stop me now
If you wanna have a good time (wooh)
Just give me a call (alright)
Don't stop me now ('cause I'm having a good time - yeah yeah)
Don't stop me now (yes I'm havin' a good time)
I don't want to stop at all
La da da da daah
Da da da haa
Ha da da ha ha haaa
Ha da daa ha da da aaa
Ooh ooh ooh]

whee, i have watched the 5th episode of hotshot!!! all i can say is that its superb! super super! i am also soo gonna get the soundtrack once it comes out, the songs are nice!!!

dad's flying off to australia tomorrow, still contemplating whether i should go to the airport to send him off. 8 leh! so early, i mean so early for a day that i don have school. maybe i shouls go afterall... well got econs on wed, then i am free! from studies that is ... sian still got archery, wonder when i will ever be free from archery , n actually free, free... can't wait for that day to come, so that i can take a proper break, for once...

competition this sat, still not ready, havent even got my strength back from the one week break that i took to go to malaysia, this is bad.... hope i don do so badly....

p.s. sometimes when things don go the way we want it to, do not fret... strive n you will succeed in the end.Never give up even if its the last moment...Jia You!

too much bread in my house! my dad bought 1 loaf of white bread, n 1 packet of raisin buns.. then me n my mum didnt know so we went to buy some more , lol! we bought a loaf of white bread, raisin bread , n sundried tomato bread. lol! n when we reached home , my dad was like why u buy so much bread, i also bought! n we were like oh o ... so we got lots of bread for the next few days!

well my dad bought durians too, then when i was eating it , i dropped the whole thing on my trousers, like wth! then my whole trousers was stained with durian!wha lau

random random, the closing ceremony was nice! i think better than the opening , cause i liked the london part ! haha kk got to go bb

to a certain extent , i feel sorry for what i have done. but....

what is this man! my econs n maths notes are gone!!! its like someone has been stealing my things when i am in malaysia, n of all things to steal , steal my notes! wtf! my maths chapters 4 , 5,6,7 are missing... n econs from 7 onwards like wth! luckily i brought my accounts to malaysia with me, or else sure missing one... where are you my notes!!!!!!????????? come back to mummy!!! i need you!!!

finally back from malaysia.... busy busy week.

n today i realised something that lifted the big rock that was on my shoulder for quite a few days. n phew thank god that september comes after august! haha during that few days i thought that after august was october, n i was like shit! die already la!anw , enuf of the embarassing news...

on the bus back, i watched 40 year old virgin:D nice! n the ride back was fast too, 4 1/2 hr only... norm its 6.

whheee may be going back to school next fri!:D cant wait!

oh well in the mean time its time to mug for maths tomorrow after i finished watching hotshot ! havent even started on maths yet, didnt bring it to malaysia! ahh shit

k the funeral is over.... super damn tired ,maybe its cause i cried too much. have been sleeping for like the whole day yesterday , n nearly half the day today. managed to drag myself out of the house to do some shopping thou... bought mooncakes for my grandfather cause tomorrow got another praying session... so that means i won be going for the accounts exam on wed ... siah its like everytime on accounts exam sure cannot make it one, the last time was got terrible migrane. then this time this.well.... looks like for this two exams i am fated to take the retest... haha!

well, i havent even started on my maths revision yet, looks like i can neva fufil my study plans.... its like everytime i tell myself k this time really must study before hand already, but its like its mission impossible.... only brought my accounts here to malaysia with me , cause i thought we will be able to rush back before the exam, but see la ....hopefully i will be able to push myself to chiong on thurs n fri morn... well at least i am not that hopeless in maths , so not that bad.... think should be able to make it ba.

i just realised something, 6 october is like a few weeks time!!!!!! like wth!!!!!!!!!!! so near!!! not even prepared for it , especially since i stopped training for like a whole week .... ahhhhh shit! gonna screw it up!!!!!!! well, i am still holding this lil glimmer of hope that i won be able to go ,haha .... in case i go there n throw my face away only ... this is bad , this is bad , this is bad.... somebody ! help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well decided to type a long post since i am like real bored, cause this com here can like do nothing , cause got no sound ... so cannot watch vids , i wanna watch my lan qiu huo!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhh ! canaan have been telling me all bout it , making me so jealous ! cant wait to watch it back in spore! but have to wait till fri , like wth ... so i am gonna bring my com to school then after exam straight away go watch :D well, i found another piece of excuriating news... that is... xiao zhu will be going to malaysia sunway pryamid on 22 oct to promote lan qiu huo!!!!!!!! like wth! the day i am having my maths exam!!! my mum also say so wasted , if don have exam then can stay on one, hiah! why like that! why! he doesnt seem to go to spore that often anymore , its seems that his focus rite now is on malaysia , last time he used to come to spore for promos, not malaysia....


well turned out that my suppose-sudly long post didnt turn out to be such a long post afterall , cause i really donno what to write about anymore... don wanna talk bout the wake or funeral... so nothing to say liao . back to being bored! bored ! bored!

well this was the last birthday my grandfather had...
this is all his sons n daughters n their spouses . he had 10 kids in total, so many!

well, my grandfather just passed away... will be going up to malaysia first thing tomorrow morning till i donno when. enuf said bye...

well chanced upon this phrase from my fren... its about marriage. well the phrase goes first comes the engagement ring, next comes the wedding ring, lastly comes the suffer-ring . lol! found it funny yet meaningful at the same time.

on anther note, have pacc q&a session tomorrow, but guess what? i am not going :D

my grandfather is in critical condition now, parents have just left for malaysia... wanna go but can't , cause of the stupid exams n i have to stay back to take care of my ah ma n bro. my ah ma keep saying that he won't last past the 15th of the 7th month... well it does look like it. maybe its a good thing that he passes on, afterall, he has been suffering for a quite a long time ... but ... i don want to loose my grandfather !!!!!!!

was checking my account for sas, n i chanced upon the cca points page... when i saw it i was like shocked. i just represented the school for 1 competition, n i got like 23 points. like whao soo much. of course must win something la, if not only 10 points .but just 1 compy n i got 23 points thats unbelievable...

well so much for my timetable to study, told myself that i must study today in the morning n whole day, guess what i am using the internet now, watchign vids... to be exact 篮球火 . because i couldn't load the show yesterday,due to my super slow internet speed at night... so i have just finshed watching it n i must say , its damn nice!!!!!!!!! 元大鹰超可爱的啦！也超帅！！！！can't wait for the next episode, hate the waiting part, its like once a week can! so freaking slow, if the dvd comes out n it has the episode that are not shown yet, i am definitely going to buy it ! k going to watch 康熙 now , studying can wait till later. tata

well today had crs exam, crs is something like gp. so ya had to write this essay, wrote soemthing bout young people having too good a thing that they don appreciate hard work. hope i don screw it up cause i realised that my arguements are well, so so only... neva mind la. left the exam venue like 1 hr earlier so i had like 3 hr to spare before training starts. so me n syafiqah went to eat at food court 5 first, i had pizza hut!:D then after that went over to food haven to buy cakes n fruit tart!:D love the fruit tart ! gonna buy it again soon !!! then after that we were like how now what to do? then syafiqah was like, hmm lets go shopping ! so off we went to jurong to go shopping cause we only had like 1 hr , so we had to go somewhere near. then at the mrt station, we met mrs june dean( our crs teacher), she was like wha u all finished ur exam hrs ago , now then leave school ah? lol... then we headed to jurong, went walk walk , then go popular, wanted to buy the harry potter n the deathly hallows book ,then i was like wait for popular card la cheaper... so i didn't get it in the end, but i vow to go back to get it , maybe not back , just to a popular. then went for training ... blah blah ..... then went out with my family to eat at swensens. had this steak sandwich dish, not very nice... the steak was too overdone , n the bread too, not crispy, so i had to chew n chew n chew. chew until my jaw hurts. then we shopped around a bit , n headed home!

popping by to post a quick post, cause my mum wants to use the com later....

so today was pretty much a normal day, caught the olympics on tv, managed to catch swimming , gymnastics n archery! watched korea versus italy , another match... but the korea's match was great, cause they made a new world record!!! its just amazing ! then had to go for training after that so cannot watch tv anymore....
training got new limbs for my bow, 40 pounds! like wth, freaking heavy. now my back is aching.... then got a long lecture from my coach , just one of his random lectures la... think this is pretty much what happened today.

kk gotta go... ah shit tomorrow got crs exam n training after that. hiah , its like a monday n still got training. my coach was like tomorrow u all got school? then only i got school , so he was like ok tomorrow training n i was like huh! anw whatever ... mum wans to use com ciaos!!

went to school for training today, so when we were reaching dover , i was like " what! 7.09 only? gosh we are too early!" well kinda regretted my words cause, we drove to our usual gate, then found that it was not open , so i was hmmm neva mind lets try the other gate, cause i went with my fren, n we need to park the car, so the car has to go in... so after going to the admin block the gate there, realised shit not open too. like what the hell! then i realised shit today national day , so the gates not open... so we had to make one big round back to the main gate. then by the time i managed to get into sp, only get into sp , it was already 7.20. by the time we reach the field , it was 7.30.... n i ended up being not too early anymore lol! next time i must watch what i say...

well there is only two words to describe today's shooting , sucky n hot! like super super hot!!! then well as usual, fooled around a bit during training. this is what happened, ryan n shuan was in the dungeon( well it is a place where we store our archery stuff, its like a cage, so we call it the dungeon), then ryan offered to help me count my scores.so with nothing to do, i ended up being very bored, then i pretended to lock them up, which is a very wrong decision, cause it gave them an idea. then when i went into the dungeon to sit next to them, after a while, ryan was like shaun lets just go n finsh up our 30m la, i cannot stand it anymore. so i was like hmm ok , let me just continue slacking, then they went out n turned to lock the dungeon like seriously lock, i wanted to run out but was too late, cause i was lying down when they walked out. then got locked in cause i got no key. had to wait for someone to rescue me, then ryan took his whole big bunch of keys n went nah the keys, but u have to find urself. then i was like wtf! so many , how to find? then luckily got weyong n rachel to help me:D they were figuring out which key, then i just sat there to be rescued lol! ryan! i vow to get me revenge !!!! haha then got a bad headache from the sun, cause i got migrane then its like everytime i go under the sun for too long, the glare will cause me to get a headache, so went home took medicine n plonk off to bed.

woke up at 6.20 to catch the national day parade. well must say although its not as grand as the olympics opening ceremony, we had many things that the olympics opening ceremony didn't . like the black knights, after looking at their display, i realised that the opening ceremony didn't have any air display other than fireworks...n our different ethnic groups... although china had the donno how many different groups, they were all if i am not wrong grouped under chinese, well we have different races here in spore!:D
then after the parade, caught calefare n first class. love first class! cant wait to catch it next week. then for calefare, i found that edmund chen's acting was too exaggerated, didn't realy like it ....

thats all i did today....

wheeee! took the same iq test as syafiqah n this is what i got

You got 25 questions right out of a possible 30.
You took 13 minutes to complete the test.
We estimate your IQ to be: 132...
The average person has an IQ of 100 - if you are over 100 you are above average!

whao didnt know my iq so high lol!

anw watching the opening ceremony now, n i must say that the performances are too grand! all the performances consists of soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many people!!!! like seriously tooo many.. n they got too much fireworks pollute the air only... also have been waiting for singapore to march out , n they are still not coming out yet, so sian! 205 countries!!! so many. well, there is only two words to describe the opening ceremony, too many! everything also too much , too many...

had to meet mrs quek regarding our project today, apparently everyone has to meet her... then talk talk talk, n ended up being late for stats for 1/2 hr. n during stats, i discovered this interesting quiz, called the impossible quiz 2. super interesting n brainless lol! then after stats, went to see mrs quek again, then i had cravings for kfc, so had to persuade my frens to go with me, in the end i managed to drag felicia n syafiqah there, the rest was still discussing dbms. after lunch went for accounts, then me n syafiqah started talking to each other like 6 year old kids:D super fun n spastic la!!! but we had a very good laugh n enjoyed it very much !!! my class stayed back after the lecture , because mrs chua wanted to go thru the rest of our test paper, so after we went thru it. we asked her to tell us ghost stories. it was all her personal experience super scary la!!! luckily i was sitting at the side, or else i would have been scared more. cause canaan was going round scaring people, poor syafiqah n tze lam, they got scared the most. then after that accompanied felicia to saa or something like that, then went to "chill" , lol. then off to popular, managed to get a new mouse n a pen. this is bad i keep spoiling my mouse this is my fourth mouse already...

tonite's the opening of the olympics!

well maybe if u tried asking again, my answer may be different from what i gave you the last time round... but it is only maybe

Went to watch money no enough 2 with syafiqAH just now:D well it was ok to nice, not really that kind where i watch finish already, then i will go whao i wanna watch it again, or where i wanna discuss it with my frens. but there was this really sad part, where i cried like crazy...then when i came out my nose was all red, n when we went shopping i was well aware of how red my nose was, bet the other people was wondering , why she cry? or why her nose so red. hiah... then after walking around looking for all sorts of things, we settled down in bk to eat dinner! ordered chicken tenders, n single turkey bacon student meal, then syafiqAH ordered single turkey bacon too, but with drumlets. then after that we swap here n there, n blah blah. then i went for training she went donno where.

tomorrow's the opening of the olympics!!! can't wait to watch it , actually not really can't wait la.just exageration...my class decided to wear red or white to school tomorrow, still thinking whether i should wear red or white.... sian

Was asked to do this ...
Name: Cindy Tan Kok Sim
Birthdate: 9th Nov 1991
Birthplace: Mount Elizabeth, Singapore, although i spent the 8 months in my mum's stomach in london, then she decided to fly back to give birth to me
Current Location: in econs tutorial
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right handed , but left eye dominant :D
The Shoes You Wore Today: this pair of white and gold sneakers with skull heads on it
Your strength: archery?
Your Fears: ALOT! pests, ghosts. when someone leave. shock. anything that pops up suddenly
Your Perfect Pizza: a pizza with my favourite toppings on it ... no veg other than mushroom can le la
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: lots of things
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: wth , lol, yupp(cause my yupp is this really sute pig), n you(cause its a pic of xiao zhu!), oh...
Thoughts First Waking Up: weekday, wth school again, weekend , wth archery again.... lol!
Your Best Physical Feature: that must ask someone else to answer
Short or Long Hair: medium
You wish your body figure is like: anyone that has a stunning figure
Your Bedtime: hmmmm... bout 12?
Your Most Missed Memory: Primary school n sec school , n the starting of my archery days
Pepsi or Coke: Coke.
MacDonalds or Burger King: 60%burger king , 40% mac, maybe because i eat too much mac
Single or Group Dates: single! whats the point of going on a date if there are others around
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton! nestea too sweet
Chocolate or Vanilla: CHOCOLATE! vanilla's too plain
Cappuccino or Coffee: ice cappuccino:)
Do you smoke: i'm gonna be frank. NO.lol
Do you Swear: YES.
Do you Sing: love to!:D
Do you Shower Daily: eh most of the time haha!
Have you Been in Love: yupp
Do you want to go to College: no. i'm already in polytechnic :D
Do you want to get Married: YES!
Do you believe in yourself: depends
Do you get Motion Sickness: hell yes! especially on boats
Do you think you are Attractive:eh this type of question, i need someone else to answer...
Are you a Health Freak: hmmm i think so
Do you like Thunderstorms: eh not when i am caught in one, if i am at home , then i don mind
Do you play an Instrument: piano, last time... recorder lol! n guitar, btu gave up halfway ...
Do you have an idol: Like of course everyone that knows me knows that it Luo Zhi Xiang:D
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: never in my life
In the past month have you Smoked: 2nd hand smoking counted?
In the past month have you been on Drugs: YUPP, many kinds of drugs prescribed by the doctor:D
In the past month have you gone on a Date: nope....
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: DUH.....
In the past month have you been Dumped: erm, nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nope, how to i haven even swam in the past year
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: nope , i am a good kid!:D
Ever been Drunk: nope.don drink
Ever been called a Tease: yupp,sadly but it only happened in pri school...
Ever been Beaten up: nope
Ever Shoplifted: nope,i am a good kid:Di emphasize
How do you want to Die: die peacefully of old age
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: i always wanted to be in the media industry, in front not backstage crew
What country would you most like to visit:Australia,Taiwan!, London(cause that was where i was made haha), America:D
Best Clothing Style: anything that i like
Things in my Past I Regret: lots not getting into the school i wanted at first, but i found out that i actually liked the school i got posted to:D

i am getting more n more irritated by her by the moment, everytime i see her i feel like puking .... she acts cute n is so pampered, that i cannot stand it anymore! like wth such a spoilt brat. everything also need her mother to do for her . n she takes such a freaking long time to do everything! even getting up from the floor, wha lau i cant take it anymore , i cant stand her anymore! like wth! this hatred has been building inside of me for 4 years now! arggghhhhh never mind is either i leave or continue to withstand this crap! freaking idiot..

contemplating whether i should go back to beatty this fri, don even know whether i got school or not lol! its suppose to be national day celebrations day but then i highly suspect that there is no such a thing in poly! like ..... well if anyone going back to beatty, tell me! i wanna go then i shall pon school! :D love ponning school! haha then hopefully after going back to beatty we can go out together to catch up with each other .wheeeee!!!!!!!!!! can't wait!

just reached home from training, said i needed a break, but just found out that i got quite a major competition coming up at the end of the month! like what ! its constantly pounding n grinding no stopping at all.... n then there is this johor shoot on the 21 of august rite when i am having my exams, so i donno whether to go for the shoot, then apply for loa or jsut concentrate on my studies. this is confusing ! speaking of that , exams are just 15 days away like seriously, this is bad... real bad.

olympics starting in like 3 days! haha can't wait to watch !!! love the water events like diving swimming n blah blah. i also like the gymnastics section, maybe because it is a lil dream of mine to be a gymnast, i used to do gymnastic when i was young , but stopped then my mum changed me to ballet , can u believe it! ballet! like argghhh!!!! cause its sort of a family thing where the girls learn ballet, as my aunt owns a ballet school, singapore dance theatre :D my cousin used to be a gymnast in the national team n i use to follow her for training when i was young then i would play on the parallel bars . but i liked the rings best where u hang from the rings n perform all sorts of things, then they have this huge pit at the bottom which cushions ur fall. i love to hang from it then drop into the pit, n when i fall n reach the bottom i will be submerged with a lot of sponge:D i remember how i use to do that over n over again! n i also use to go to my cousin's house to catch fish lol. n swim n lots of things... i love my childhood days with my cousin. now we are a;; so busy with our own lives . but we still bake together!:D love that!!!

just finish reading a book, n realised how fragile life is , n how important family memberes are ... with my grandfather in coma n all that.really hope that he can get well soon!

well school's not getting on really well, not going to say why... but it just kinda sucks.

wheeee finally managed to finish fletching my set of arrows:D they looked pathetic with only a few fletches here n there left on each arrow, now they look soooo nice! spent a hell lot of time getting them fletched, so they better not drop out anytime soon, or else.... muahaha.... they will get tortured by me! think i am going a lil crazy, but thats how i always am anyways , so no worries:)

well was going to go out shopping but the lazy me decided not to go in the end, haha . so i went home to finish up my 2nd episode of 篮球火 instead. nice! nice! nice!!!!!

less than 15 days left to senester exams, n i havent even started yet, so start cracking soon or else i am going to be so dead, seeing how i never listen to any class so i will have to start all over by myself..... sian la! first i think i should start on either dbms or econs, then stats. those are my worst subjects , seriously like shit.... especially econs ! who ask it to be so boring .

k going to end here, going in search of more vids to watch , till i can convince myself to start studying..... tata

got tagged by syafiqah to do this, so....

18 or lower means you're NOT stupid.
[ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.
[ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.
[ ] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle
[X] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.
Total= 1

[ ] You have ran into a tree.
[ ] It IS possible to lick your elbow
[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.[x] You just tried to sing them.
[ ] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.
[X ] You have choked on your own spit.
[ ] You have seen the the Matrix and still don’t get it.
[X] You didn’t notice that in the last question “the” was spelled twice[
[X] You just looked at it.
[ ]Your hair is blonde/dirty blonde.
[X]People have called you slow.
total so far= 7

[ ] You have accidentally caught something on fire
[X] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes/cheek.
[X] You have caught yourself drooling.
[X] You’ve fallen asleep in class
[ ] If someone says “fart” you laugh.
[ ] You just laughed.
total so far=10

[X] Sometimes you just stop thinking
[ ] You tell a story and forget what you were talking about
[ ] People are often shaking their heads and walking away from you
[ ]You are often told to use your “inside voice”
[X]You use your fingers to do simple math.
total so far= 12

[X ] You have eaten a bug.
[ ]You are taking this test when you should be doing something important
[ ] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn’t realize it
[X] You’ve looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand or pocket
total so far= 14

[ X] You sometimes post bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don’t even when you know it won’t happen to you.
[ ] You break a lot of things.
[X] Your friends know not to use big words around you
[X] You sometimes tilt your head when you’re confused
[ ] You have fallen out of your chair before
[ ] When you’re laying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling
Total = 17

whooo apparently i am not stupid just on the verge of being so lol! well this is interesting, tag anyone that wants to do it ...

well, going out later in search of stuff! well, well ... planning to buy cake , and famous amos!!! and now once again i am craving for pizza hut, i have fallen deeply in love with pizza hut!!! its just so nice and irresistable:)

well decided to arrange my links in alphabetical order, to ensure fairness. but ... well, the one on top... haha thats a different case la ha , don need to say one. but the rest is in alphabetical order.

well, had ben n jerry's again today, must say eating too much of one thing is.... one word to describe it sian... starting to get bored of it. well i think i should.... change to hagen daz lol! and today , i ate these chocolates that were like $7 per piece , n they were soooo small! haha i gobbled like 8 in half an hour :D nice , i like the dark chocolate, but the filling a tee bit too sweet. had migrane yesterday again... its like everytime i go under the sun i will get it , super sian la! so as a result the moment i reached home at 8 plus i conked out on my bed . then i slept till 10 plus this morn, n fell asleep again at 12 till 1.30... then dragged myself out of the house, if not i will rot la. training, well .... ITS TIME TO TAKE A BREAK! I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE! IIIIIIIII NEED A BREAK!!!!sian la tomorrow got school again, don wanna go to school anymore.... nothing for me to look forward to , nothing that lures me to school. frens in poly, i am sad to say, not as nice as my sec school frens! i miss my sec school frens!!!! Cat, hui quan , shun hiang.....ahhhh ! although we had our quarrels, n took time to get over it , but in the end we still became best of frens again! n i miss how everday after school , we will go for lunch together outside school.... thn we will be like where should we go n eat???? haha knew i should have gone to ngee ann , maybe i will be better off there, with shun hiang!:Dn for archery , frens are getting pathetic too, sian la! needa find new frens ! wth!