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Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Missed

Well went to shoot outdoor today so as usual i missed 百分百 again. But i read from cat's blog that today they were showing 羅志祥演藝全記錄 ! Shit la missed it , but its ok cause i managed to watch the first 2 parts on youtube before going for training. But then it is always nicer to watch it on tv, cause its bigger n clearer. But oh well what to do?

Recently dont have much energy to shoot , so today i left early again, then my coach was actually coaching a class then he saw me packing up , then he was like suddenly stop talking to the class then he said " cindy! what happen to you? " Then i was like tired la. Then he started asking questions n questions. Then he asked " are u having ur problem?" Then i still stupid stupid donno what he ask, until i finally found out what he was asking then i quickly said no. Well if u guys don understand what i am talking about, then go find out! hehe!!!Can't fall sick now! Have trials on sat n sun!!! But then these few days i really don have the energy keep leaving early.Just a few more days, must hold on . After this week i am seriously going on a break, by that time shun hiang i can go out with u all le. Well , hope i will do well for my trials...
11:11 PM
Monday, January 28, 2008
Pissed

Well it is kinda a small thing actually but then i am still pissed haha. Well cause today it is the final episode of home decor survivor n from advertisements i saw that xiao zhu would go onto s pop hurray, so i was contemplating which one to watch. But then in the end i still decided to watch s pop because of xiao zhu, so i started watching at 8, the time flew by, 8.30 , 8.45 , then i was like eh going to be 9 le , why still don have xiao zhu . Then finally at about 8.50 i saw xiao zhu, n in a min he was off. What the hell! A pathetic one min, he was just there to comment on lee wei song n lee si song.AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH! I missed the final of home decor just because of that pathetic one min, the worst thing is bryan lost! Sheesh.

Finally the selection of the jae is over just have to wait now. Well having trials this week n stupid la why must be this week! 5566 also coming to spore on the day i have trials, missed them the last time round n was hoping i could go n see them this time, n they have to come on that day! But then ,surprisingly they came back pretty fast they came just not long ago only n now they are back again, how i wish xiao zhi can come to spore this pften, but of course thats impossible.Rite now i am watching 櫻野3加1 its a very nice show! Recommend it to everyone!

Training again tomorrow training gonna be extra tough this week i bet, cause the trials is this weekend. Wish i can get it over n done with, then i can take a break. Hope chinese new year will come soon!
9:52 PM
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Finally

Phew finally filled in the form n registered. Had a terrible headache trying to fill in the 12 spaces. Ai yo don't get why they have to give us 12 choices, aint 6 more than enuf?Anyways hope i get my first choice, if not i am going to appeal for it!
Didn't really feel well today, so left training early n my coach was so cruel. Cause we have to shoot 300 arrows per day before we can go home. But today i wasn't feeling well so i ask him whether i can go home early, then he was like ok how many arrows u shot today then i told him 200 , then he said OK u go home n rest, but u owe me 100 arrows . Then i was like huh my god! Whatever la , hope he forgets bout it thou . But then he smsed to ask how i was later on , n he actually said sleep tight don let the bed bugs bite at the end. My gosh when i read it i was like LOL! Glad tomorrow is monday, rest day!!! Yeah!!!! Sudenly feel like eating burger king, maybe i should go eat it tomorrow. finally can watch bai fen bai tomorrow, missed it for a long long time le! Excited! Hope tomorrow is an exciting n funny episode!

Oh ya xiao zhu's 2nd gai ban is out , but the pics are so wierd. Especially his glasses! But i am going to buy it! Cause it has his tai nan yan chang hui in it too , i know u can watch it from youtube, but it is meant to be kept as a memo. My aim is to collect every album of xiao zhu's including all the gai bans.
11:08 PM
Saturday, January 26, 2008
Results

Well i donno what to say bout my results, got 13 for l1r4, not really good but, what to expect didnt really prepare much anyway. But, i am the most satisfied with my english results! Got an A2! Oh my god!!!Nice! But then rite now i am fretting over what to fill in for my 12 choices. Well because the only poly i wanna go is ngee ann , n the prob is i am only interested in 3 courses from ngee ann which i can get into, which is accounting , business studies n early childhood education. Other than that nah. Because of a few major reasons, which is i don like science so i wont do anythig related to science n , i cant draw so i cant do any courses that needs drawing either. so that pretty much cancels off most of the courses as design n engineering n life sciences are like major schools in ngee ann. So now i am having lots of problems filling in the 12 choices.

Training training training, sian diao. my coach is getting very ... i don know how to say. just very demanding.But then kinda enjoying it even though it is , well i donno think i must be going mad.
got to go back to looking at the ngee ann mag , read it over
11:36 PM
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Oh shit

Oh Shit Oh Shit Oh Shit the results are coming out tomorrow. Nervous! Scared!Confused!Many many thoughts going thru my mind now. Really really really hope i do well. But i heard a terrible news today, that is if i don do well my coach has it all planned out for me, that is to be a full time archer, that was what he told me, but of course joking de la.But just the thought of it freaks me out.

Well going out before i go collect the results tomorrow, hopefully it can ease my anxiousness. N oh ya yee hua u better tell me bout the thing that u promise me tomorrow. Or else...
10:25 PM
Monday, January 21, 2008
Ahhhhhh

AAAAAahhhhhhhh just got the news that the o's results are coming out on thurs. Feeling really scared n nervous now, there are so many what ifs going thru my mind now. What if i don't do well enuf to get into the course i want, what if i do well enuf to get into a jc should i go to a jc instead? What if what if what if ahhhhhh there are so many what ifs. Planning to go to a prep course for uni if i don do well but it doesn't seem that there is any prep college in spore , have to go overseas, but i don wan i want to do it in spore!

Well training evreyday does help, cause my shooting is improving now haha actually i am enjoying training now so as long as i don have to train outside find outdoor training a bit of a nuisance, so freaking damn hot n the grass is so long n the ground is so uneven so many potholes , every 5 steps forward i would step into one pothole, damn sian la.But the worse is still the sun. stepping up on physical now,gonna be a gorilla soon haha just joking la, but i am really developing muscles.

I needa go out!!! Anyone wants to go with me?
9:17 PM
Thursday, January 17, 2008
...

Well haven't been blogging cause nothing INTERESTING is happening in my life at all. All i have been doin is training training n more training.All because my coach found out that i am not schooling rite now, so he decided to add onto my training.sian diao. Then everyone start schooling le no one can go out with me so i am just rotting at home every morning then bout 4, 5 o'clock its off to training till 10 at night. so that is my daily routine now. But my body is feeling very tired from all the training . Hope i can take a break soon, hopefully i can have my break after the trials, cause i have another trail next sat n sun for the nat. team they are rechoosing the team so everyone has to go for trials again. Just had the first round last sat n sun, did quite ok , could have done better if i didn't screw up some distances. k then results coming out next fri( if it is confirmed), scared!!!!!
12:21 AM
Sunday, January 6, 2008
Weekend

This weekend was a tiring one but it was fun. Yesterday, spent the whole day training n i meant whole day started at 7a.m. n ended at 6p.m., of course there were breaks in between.After training , we went to buy dinner , bought pizza hut, had 2 pizzas, garlic bread n spicy drumlets(love the spicy drumlets,they are super nice had been loving them for many years already), then we took it back to eat, when we reached home i realised that my grandma cooked pasta for dinner , so we had a huge dinner.Today started training at 7.30 a.m. n ended around 6. Well all i have to say that it was tiring. But guess who i met today. Its Michael Schumacher n his family, in case u donno who he is , he is the very famous F1 driver, but he has since retired, he is in spore for 2 days flying off the day after, n lucky me i got to meet him n even talk to him! Dinner was interesting , cause for dinner my brother ordered a dish called "hot hot drum", its a super spicy drumstick. Well when it first came my bro was like its not very spicy what, but the prob was he was dipping it in mashed potato sauce so it covered the spicyness, so i decided to try a piece, n boy was it spicy i only took a tiny piece n it was enuf to bring tears to my eyes.So i told my bro to just eat it like that to taste its spicyness, n so he did n he was jumping around in his chair after that mouthful.so throughout the whole dinner he was like hot hot hot but he continued eating!
9:48 PM
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
Tired ...

Bet u guys must be wondering why am i tired since i don have school. Well its because i didn't sleep til 3 this morning , wanted to finish watching 恶作剧之吻 .N i finished it , i loved the ending very cute n funny!!!The whole show was really very very nice, i can say that it was on par with 转角, or maybe just maybe a tinsy witsy little bit better.i like 直树 n 湘清, they make a great couple n their acting is good. well then i woke up at about 9.30, got woken up by a series of phone calls , then thought i better get up. After that around evening went for training , today's training was sort of like a one to one so it was really stressful n tiring cause once u finish shooting ur arrows it collecting them back then it back to shooting again so it was non stop shooting ,furthermore i just increased my poundage. Well received some shocking news too , this saturday i have training at 7a.m. in the morning , my god haven't woken up that early since ages ago.
10:36 PM
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
Happy New Year!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!!!Its the new year so that means one year has flew by , seriously it practically flew by in a blink of an eye n a year has passed. Well have been doing some serious relfections lately bout my future, my mum has also discussed with me bout me going to australia to study, well i have thought about it n feel that it may not be such a bad idea afterall. If my results don't get me into the course i want i may fly to australia to study she says that they have a prep course where u only need to study one year of pre u then after that its off to u already so that way u will save lots of time.The thought of just going to uni in a few years time just scares me . Cause i am really growing up fast n i don't seem to be ready for it yet. Well yesterday other than going out with my family for dinner , did nothing much except that yesterday's dinner was one of the few occasions that my grandma went to eat with us(most of the time she prefers to stay at home), so yesterday's dinner was really enjoyable!



Today really regret it had a heated argument with my mum in the range, but the worst thing of all . I made her cry , i am really really very sorry mummy. After we quarrelled my mum just went to the toilet for a very very long time. I was wondering what was taking her so long , then aunty moh cheng came back from the toilet to tell me that my mum was crying in the toilet. Well once i heard it i started taking off my gear n wanted to go to the toilet to comfort her , but aunty moh cheng told me not to go just let her calm down . So all i could do was to wait for her to come back . I kept looking out to see where she was, n my tears just flowed down . i donno why but my tears just flowed , wanted to hide my tears but just couldn't stop it. luckily i managed to stop crying by focusing on my training , but once i put down my bow, n my mind is free my tears would flow again, all i could do is face the wall n wipe my tears away. Well my mum didn't want me to know that she cried so when she came back she acted as if she went to look for my dad cause before that my dad was not at the range . But i knew she cried cause her nose n eyes were still red. I am sorry mummy for giving u that kind of attitude n for making u cry, i really regret it.

N sorry for writing such a depressing post on the first day of the year , but rite now this is the only way to make me feel better at least to type it out.
11:53 PM