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HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!!!Its the new year so that means one year has flew by , seriously it practically flew by in a blink of an eye n a year has passed. Well have been doing some serious relfections lately bout my future, my mum has also discussed with me bout me going to australia to study, well i have thought about it n feel that it may not be such a bad idea afterall. If my results don't get me into the course i want i may fly to australia to study she says that they have a prep course where u only need to study one year of pre u then after that its off to u already so that way u will save lots of time.The thought of just going to uni in a few years time just scares me . Cause i am really growing up fast n i don't seem to be ready for it yet. Well yesterday other than going out with my family for dinner , did nothing much except that yesterday's dinner was one of the few occasions that my grandma went to eat with us(most of the time she prefers to stay at home), so yesterday's dinner was really enjoyable!



Today really regret it had a heated argument with my mum in the range, but the worst thing of all . I made her cry , i am really really very sorry mummy. After we quarrelled my mum just went to the toilet for a very very long time. I was wondering what was taking her so long , then aunty moh cheng came back from the toilet to tell me that my mum was crying in the toilet. Well once i heard it i started taking off my gear n wanted to go to the toilet to comfort her , but aunty moh cheng told me not to go just let her calm down . So all i could do was to wait for her to come back . I kept looking out to see where she was, n my tears just flowed down . i donno why but my tears just flowed , wanted to hide my tears but just couldn't stop it. luckily i managed to stop crying by focusing on my training , but once i put down my bow, n my mind is free my tears would flow again, all i could do is face the wall n wipe my tears away. Well my mum didn't want me to know that she cried so when she came back she acted as if she went to look for my dad cause before that my dad was not at the range . But i knew she cried cause her nose n eyes were still red. I am sorry mummy for giving u that kind of attitude n for making u cry, i really regret it.

N sorry for writing such a depressing post on the first day of the year , but rite now this is the only way to make me feel better at least to type it out.